My happiest hours are those in which I think nothing, want nothing, when I do not even dream, but lose myself in some spurious vegetable torpor, moss growing on the surface of life. Without a trace of bitterness I savour my absurd awareness of being nothing, a mere foretaste of death and extinction.

do you have a significant other? Or have feelings for another?

I have exclusive feelings for someone that I’ve known for a few years, but we don’t live near one another. It’s strange because he’s the only non-girl I’ve basically ever liked, but he’s the best person I know.
But really I’m v in love w/ ara and she’s my one n only